Fear!

  
   Rifling through my friends' blogs...looking at the dates they last wrote something...2008...2009, and now I am scared, it's almost like sitting in a dusty room which had been yours ages ago, and you suddenly realize there is not much of your memories left alive. I wish I knew what is happening to me, I have always been empty, a blank template designed to take shapes at will..but now I can actually feel my moments passing by and boy! it's depressing..I am suddenly afraid of letting go of what I have been fighting for a long long time...guess I'm becoming too human!